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          11:15 am. Here I am, at my Management tutorial, listening to a boring discussion on Intellectual Property. As the tutor busied herself trying to explain the technicalities of legal issues, I stifled a yawn. My mind began to wander, thinking of the project that was due later in the day. 

          When we were dismissed, the first thing on my mind was to rush to the labs to tie up any loose ends for my project. While I was trying to solve a glitch in the program, a lecturer popped his head into the room and announced: "Hey guys, you might want to keep away from the Union building and the Menzies.... There has been a shoot out."

          A part of me found that piece of news hard to accept and I immediately rejected it as a sick joke. Moments later, however, the lab was abuzz with speculations about the incident. Some said that there were more than 2 assailants; others said that it might be a trespasser; some even believe that it is linked to the recent bombing of the Sari nightclub in Bali.

          By the time I went for lunch, the killer was already apprehended, the building cordoned off and the victims evacuated. Although there were a lot of people sitting on the grass patch, the atmosphere is gloomy - different from that of a typical summer. Instead, there is an air of fear and terror; they were shocked that something so horrifying could happen so close to them. A usually bustling campus center seems devoid of any life and the whole campus was engulfed in silence. There were no traces of smiles on the faces of people; instead, they were painted with sorrow and disgust at the sick nature of the crime that was committed.

          After lunch, I returned to the labs and presented my project with the rest of my group. For the first time in the afternoon, the incident took backstage in my mind. After the presentation, it returned to haunt me. Even though I was practically at the other end of the campus, the incident still had an effect on me. I mean, what are the chances of a shootout occurring 150m away from you? 1 in 10,000? 1 in a billion more likely!! It is certainly not part of my daily routine.

          It is during times like these that I begin to question my life. I start to think about my achievements and worth. The feeling I'm going through is analogous to Judgment Day on Earth while still alive. I experienced a mini flashback of my whole life and felt guilty of neglecting my friends and family and taking them for granted. After this incident, I became more aware of the fragilities of life and it made me harden my resolve to treasure every moment of my life even more.

          After I walked home, I lay exhausted on my bed. I wasn't tired from the long walk but rather, by the recent string of unfortunate events that was brought to my attention. Just 3 days ago, someone committed suicide by running in front of a train. Again, it happened near where I live. I wonder what unfortunate incident might occur in the near future. None I hope.